Ever had one of those days when you feel completely displaced from the world? where you are wondering exactly where you fit in? I feel like that today...I just am really not sure where I fit in..I know I'm a wife and a mother but that's it..what else? where else do I fit in? I kinda don't really. I would like to know.
I'm really not a woe is me person, and I don't ever ask for people to prop me up and make me feel better. I normally work through things myself, hence why I'm here typing this out..sometimes it's easier to type than it is to talk :(
But I honestly do feel displaced at the moment...with my whole life around me. I just can't seem to get it together lately, and I'm getting really angry about it..I'm not this needy person sitting here before you, I'm really not, but why do i feel so sad that whenever I need someone, there is always someone who needs them more?? I'm getting to the point where I feel like saying..back off...it's my turn. But instead I sit back, put on a smile and make everyone believe that all is right and wonderful in my world...and mostly it is..just some parts are kinda sliding right now..
I'll be right, tomorrow is another day right? surely these feelings will pass, and I can once again put on a smile, and show the world that I am worthy... I do have a reason to fit in somewhere..I just need to know where that is, so if you happen to find it somewhere..could you kinda let me know, cos I'd really appreciate it right about now.
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