My heart...

Is in my throat... I've been here before, and it terrifies me. We've spent a fabulous week away, beautiful sunshine, beautiful company..happy days. But in between all this I've been silently watching, observing and taking mental notes for myself about my gorgeous girl.. Prior to her Aspie diagnosis, we started the spiral of heartbreaking eating issues, and all that comes with it. We worked through it, together, as a family.. That's the way things are done around here. But this week her daddy and I have been watching some of the traits slip back in. All of a sudden she "isn't hungry" "she will eat later" and to be honest I'm scared, really scared. This behavior terrifies me, I feel like I'm out of my depth, I have all the spectrum strategies and tips in the world, but this?! So we'll have a little quiet time when we get home, we'll have a little chat about stuff and see if I can't get t To the bottom of what's going on. Make no mistake, there is NOTHING I won't do for my kids, so if you have any tips, ideas I'm all ears. Believe me the media, the magazine moguls and their airbrushing techno guys have a lot to answer for, but that's a whole new post, so for now I'll quietly watch her nibble away at a small hashbrown that she's been hanging on to for the past hour and a half :(