Post in haste

which is what I did yesterday..I needed to get it out of my head. No, I'm not much better today, very confused, very sad. I dont really know what to do, I don't really know what I did :(
Still hidin out in my bubble...it's safe here.LOL Also trying to figure things out..not making much progress though.
Let's talk about scrapping! Nothing confronting with scrapping lmao!!
I'm still working my way through the Mystical Masters competition to win a spot on their Design Team..would be so completely stocked if i got a spot..I truly have been more inspired than ever since I started going to that site..I seem to have finally found my own style, and have completely loved every layout I have completed so far!
Yay me!
Right chickas...I'm off again..
Stac I got your message babe...I'm going to email you soon..love you.

Checkin out...

is kinda what I feel like doing right now. I've had enough.. Too much shit, to much drama..I'm over it..I am who I am, I can't change it, but I refuse to accept there is one set of rules for you and another for me...that's not fair, is it??
I'm hurt and I'm sad and I'm angry..I thought things were different, maybe not so. :(
It's hard when someone makes you question yourself as a person and not in a good way. Last time I checked I thought I kicked ass as a mother and a wife and a damn good friend, maybe not so...food for thought I guess...
Time to retreat to my bubble..lose myself in my thoughts..Check out the new song...heard it a bit ago, think it's just the most gorgeous tune.
Stac..I love ya darlin, hope you're doing ok and princess layla is growing!!
Later chickas.

Cruisin along....

pretty much sums up my life right now...nothing exciting happening, nothing bad happening...just life....happening!!
I've been busy scrapbooking which I've thoroughly enjoyed..I was getting to a point where I was just scrapping for challenges, covering the criteria and that was it..then I went back to scrapping for me..not really caring whether anyone else thought it was good enough and now I'm loving the layouts Im pumping out...hehe
Wanna see some?? ahhh ok...you convinced me
These 2 are for my entry in to the Mystical Masters DT call over at Mystical Scrapbooks..I was really really really happy with how they turned out.


Hopefully I can keep up with the other girls that have entered!!
So my little man is standing for longer periods of time...taking a couple of steps but not a lot, dont think this walking business is for him...have you seen how much weight that kid is packin??? LMAO
Poor little darlin has been fighting an upper respiratory tract infection for about a week, has made him absolutely miserable. Hopefully the antibiotics will make a difference quick smart..
The Diva is doing fantastic with her dancing, loving every minute of it as well...I had a few concerns over the last few weeks about whether it was all getting a little to much and a little to serious for her, but we sat down and had a really good talk about how it is for fun and when it doesnt feel like fun anymore, it's time to stop.
Wonder Boy has hit pre puberty with rapid force...this kid is gonna kill me with his smart mouth and his ever increasing appetite...there is seriously not enough food in the world to fill him!!!
Hunk o spunk is fabulous as always... very stressed about things at work right now, has a few changes to make , things to swap around and paperwork to complete..but mostly pretty good..still as spunky as always!! Totally love this man of mine..
righto chickas..
Off to be supermum for a while...